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Melatonin Lyrics

Voices whisper

Softly to me

They tell me

Bebe meme

Restless and lonesome

Mouths on the walls

Heavy eyelids

Just get some rest

 

Cursed my bed

Bebe Meme

X4

 

MEME! (x4)

 

Why is my head screaming

Just wanna go to bed
Cant afford my medicine

Wide awake til death

Mistakes play like a movie
One thats days long

Poisoning my rest

Everything I did wrong

 

MEME

 

Sleep is for the weak give up til you're dead

“Racoon eyes are in” that's what the voices said

They tell me that im scum the lowest on the earth

A worthless burden should have never been birthed

 

Louder and louder

Their deafening cries 

Force their way in
Like sinister flies

 

Failure to failure

I dream with eyes open

Nightmares they come to life

I sleep under a knife

 

I'm the one they go out of their way for

I'm the one that lies awake at night

Waiting for them to approach me

Until then I lie still

 

MEME

 

Sleep is for the weak give up til youre dead

“Racoon eyes are in” thats what the voices said

They tell me that im scum the lowest on the earth

A worthless burden should have never been birthed

About the Song

"I often struggle with sleep and it is usually difficult for me to fall asleep. When I was a baby my grandmother, who's first language is Spanish, sang me 'Lullaby.' Except she did not know the English words so instead sang meme (pronounced meh-meh) over and over to the melody. In Spanish, it means 'sleep'. So when I scream 'meme' I have her and all the other women who raised me in mind, and the fact that I have always struggled with sleep. "

                                                                                -Vic

Loaded Gun Lyrics

About the Song

Relapse after relapse

Self-destruct to self-medicate

Cease the reliance babe

Before it’s too late

Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?

Anything to feel numb

Think twice before you take that

Might as well be a loaded gun

 

Poppin’ pills takin’ shots I didn’t ask for

Passed out drunk vomit stains all over the floor

Drop a tab smoke a cig ‘til I feel better

Ingesting poor mistakes these bad trips last forever

 

In the search for sustenance

We often find a substance

 

Relapse after relapse

Self-destruct to self-medicate

Cease the reliance babe

Before it’s too late

Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?

Anything to feel numb

Think twice before you take that

Might as well be a loaded gun

 

Poppin’ pills takin’ shots I didn’t ask for

Passed out drunk vomit stains all over the floor

Drop a tab smoke a cig ‘til I feel better

Ingesting poor mistakes these bad trips last forever

 

Shivering soul I was standing all alone in the snow

And the sun never showed

So I adapt to the cold

 

Shivering soul I was standing all alone in the snow

And the sun never showed

So I adapt to the cold

 

Blistering fingers were tearing

Us from our lucid homes

And the sun never showed

Fortune favors the bold

 

Relapse after relapse

Self-destruct to self-medicate

Cease the reliance babe

Before it’s too late

Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?

Anything to feel numb

Think twice before you take that

Might as well be a loaded gun

"I have struggled with drug abuse in the past. Whether it be my own vices or witnessing a loved one's downfall, substances have ruined my life. I wrote this song in the pinnacle of my darkest days and finally decided it was time to sing about it. Stay safe."

                                                                         -Vic

                                                                                

HEMATOPHAGOUS Lyrics

Dip my toes in your pond

I'm drained of all my joy

How can one so small exploit

The pure and oh so coy

A false healer lost the

Lust I once embraced

Few get back the roses

That once poured from their face

Beings like you can be found

Under every stone

Secured onto my soul

I'm forced to take you home

 

A new host for madness

Creatures from hell

Show no remorse

As the leech latches

I'm forced to succumb

Oh yes, there will be blood

 

Estas criaturas chupan tu sangre

Dejandote carne y hueso

Nunca te dejaran solo

Slippery fiends prey upon me

As if they knew I'd be the perfect host

I sacrificed myself

So that they may quench their thirst

Ignoring warning signs that say

Beware the hematophagous

Leeches thrive in your area

Be sure to swim at your own risk

 

You don't just give up blood

Your sanity too

It took too long to realize

Leeches also

Rob you of your soul

 

Dip my toes in your pond

I'm drained of all my joy

How can one so small exploit

The pure and the coy

A false healer lost the

Lust I once embraced

Few get back the roses

That once poured from their face

Beings like you can be found

Under every stone

Secured onto my soul

I'm forced to take you home

 

F*ck you!

 

A new host for madness

Creatures from hell

Circling your feet

Regret sets in

As the leech latches

I'm forced to succumb

Three rows of teeth

Gnaw at your skin

Blood on the inside

Blood on the outside

Gripping for its dear life

Squirming as its released

Blood on the inside

Blood on the outside

 

Blood drips from the marks

Left on my flesh

 

A new host for madness

Creatures from hell

Show no remorse

A new host for madness

Creatures from hell

Show no remorse

As the leech latches

I'm forced to succumb

A new host for madness

Creatures from hell

Show no remorse

As the leech latches

I'm forced to succumb

Oh yes, there will be blood

About the Song

"Every now and then we find ourselves in toxic relationships. This can be a partner, a friend, or even a parent relationship. Manipulative people tend to find the nice people and latch onto them much like a leech. It starts out innocent. They make you feel safe and comfort you for a while. Then, not too long after, the false healer uses your kindness against you. I wish people like this nothing but healing. I know I have."

                           

                                                                                    -Vic

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