PISTACIA | BOSTON METALCORE BAND
MUSIC
Melatonin Lyrics
Voices whisper
Softly to me
They tell me
Bebe meme
Restless and lonesome
Mouths on the walls
Heavy eyelids
Just get some rest
Cursed my bed
Bebe Meme
X4
MEME! (x4)
Why is my head screaming
Just wanna go to bed
Cant afford my medicine
Wide awake til death
Mistakes play like a movie
One thats days long
Poisoning my rest
Everything I did wrong
MEME
Sleep is for the weak give up til you're dead
“Racoon eyes are in” that's what the voices said
They tell me that im scum the lowest on the earth
A worthless burden should have never been birthed
Louder and louder
Their deafening cries
Force their way in
Like sinister flies
Failure to failure
I dream with eyes open
Nightmares they come to life
I sleep under a knife
I'm the one they go out of their way for
I'm the one that lies awake at night
Waiting for them to approach me
Until then I lie still
MEME
Sleep is for the weak give up til youre dead
“Racoon eyes are in” thats what the voices said
They tell me that im scum the lowest on the earth
A worthless burden should have never been birthed
About the Song
"I often struggle with sleep and it is usually difficult for me to fall asleep. When I was a baby my grandmother, who's first language is Spanish, sang me 'Lullaby.' Except she did not know the English words so instead sang meme (pronounced meh-meh) over and over to the melody. In Spanish, it means 'sleep'. So when I scream 'meme' I have her and all the other women who raised me in mind, and the fact that I have always struggled with sleep. "
-Vic
Loaded Gun Lyrics
About the Song
Relapse after relapse
Self-destruct to self-medicate
Cease the reliance babe
Before it’s too late
Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?
Anything to feel numb
Think twice before you take that
Might as well be a loaded gun
Poppin’ pills takin’ shots I didn’t ask for
Passed out drunk vomit stains all over the floor
Drop a tab smoke a cig ‘til I feel better
Ingesting poor mistakes these bad trips last forever
In the search for sustenance
We often find a substance
Relapse after relapse
Self-destruct to self-medicate
Cease the reliance babe
Before it’s too late
Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?
Anything to feel numb
Think twice before you take that
Might as well be a loaded gun
Poppin’ pills takin’ shots I didn’t ask for
Passed out drunk vomit stains all over the floor
Drop a tab smoke a cig ‘til I feel better
Ingesting poor mistakes these bad trips last forever
Shivering soul I was standing all alone in the snow
And the sun never showed
So I adapt to the cold
Shivering soul I was standing all alone in the snow
And the sun never showed
So I adapt to the cold
Blistering fingers were tearing
Us from our lucid homes
And the sun never showed
Fortune favors the bold
Relapse after relapse
Self-destruct to self-medicate
Cease the reliance babe
Before it’s too late
Puffin, pills, and sippin, hon?
Anything to feel numb
Think twice before you take that
Might as well be a loaded gun
"I have struggled with drug abuse in the past. Whether it be my own vices or witnessing a loved one's downfall, substances have ruined my life. I wrote this song in the pinnacle of my darkest days and finally decided it was time to sing about it. Stay safe."
-Vic
HEMATOPHAGOUS Lyrics
Dip my toes in your pond
I'm drained of all my joy
How can one so small exploit
The pure and oh so coy
A false healer lost the
Lust I once embraced
Few get back the roses
That once poured from their face
Beings like you can be found
Under every stone
Secured onto my soul
I'm forced to take you home
A new host for madness
Creatures from hell
Show no remorse
As the leech latches
I'm forced to succumb
Oh yes, there will be blood
Estas criaturas chupan tu sangre
Dejandote carne y hueso
Nunca te dejaran solo
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Slippery fiends prey upon me
As if they knew I'd be the perfect host
I sacrificed myself
So that they may quench their thirst
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Ignoring warning signs that say
Beware the hematophagous
Leeches thrive in your area
Be sure to swim at your own risk
You don't just give up blood
Your sanity too
It took too long to realize
Leeches also
Rob you of your soul
Dip my toes in your pond
I'm drained of all my joy
How can one so small exploit
The pure and the coy
A false healer lost the
Lust I once embraced
Few get back the roses
That once poured from their face
Beings like you can be found
Under every stone
Secured onto my soul
I'm forced to take you home
F*ck you!
A new host for madness
Creatures from hell
Circling your feet
Regret sets in
As the leech latches
I'm forced to succumb
Three rows of teeth
Gnaw at your skin
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Blood on the inside
Blood on the outside
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Gripping for its dear life
Squirming as its released
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Blood on the inside
Blood on the outside
Blood drips from the marks
Left on my flesh
A new host for madness
Creatures from hell
Show no remorse
A new host for madness
Creatures from hell
Show no remorse
As the leech latches
I'm forced to succumb
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A new host for madness
Creatures from hell
Show no remorse
As the leech latches
I'm forced to succumb
Oh yes, there will be blood
About the Song
"Every now and then we find ourselves in toxic relationships. This can be a partner, a friend, or even a parent relationship. Manipulative people tend to find the nice people and latch onto them much like a leech. It starts out innocent. They make you feel safe and comfort you for a while. Then, not too long after, the false healer uses your kindness against you. I wish people like this nothing but healing. I know I have."
-Vic
